I decided there was one way to put some of my concerns and doubts about Marc to rest. We had gone out a couple of times and things seemed to be going well, except for that one little thing about me not knowing how I felt for him. I decided that rather than going out again, I would invite him over. Hey, girls have needs too and I was ready to explore that next level and see if the “chemistry” was there that I soo longed for.
Like a man he happily accepted my invite and I barely had enough time to clean up-a.k.a throw everything under the bed and in the closet-before he was ringing my doorbell.
Like most single girls, I keep a handy stock of wine and liquor for emergency purposes and this was an emergency. After several glasses, ok the bottle-I definitely started feeling like maybe I hadn’t given him a fair chance. I think I really do like him. One thing lead to the other (obviously) and that was that. We cuddled in bed for a bit afterwards but then I hinted at the fact that I was really tired and needed to wake up early for work-too early, and thought it was best for him to go home. Like a man, I got what I wanted but also knew I wanted to spend the night alone. He was a bit surprised, I think at first but he left; but not before kissing me good-bye and telling me he really liked me.
I had a hard time falling asleep that night. The only thing that had become clear was that drinking a bottle of wine on an empty stomach was probably not a good idea and I was still unclear about how I felt about Marc. Great, just great! Hopefully it will come to me in my dream :}