After the downfall, better known as Jason I was scared this dating thing wasn’t really for me. It reminded me that people can easily lie about who they are. How was I to know that this guy that seemed so promising online would turn out to be the same guy who thought high top sneakers from the 80’s were ok to wear in public.
Thanks to Jason, I thought maybe I should give up on the online dating and just stick to Marc. I mean I did like him after all…right? We had seen each other a couple of times and I did like him but something was missing. The butterflies. I didn’t get that exciting, sweaty palms “can’t wait to see you” feeling. Is that normal? Can you like someone without having that feeling? Do I like him? or not? Ughhh, when does this become less confusing??
I know I don’t want to settle but I also know I don’t want to lose out on a great guy that really likes me and who could potentially be a great boyfriend. Well it’s the weekend, so who says I have to decide right now?